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Starving for perfection
My body, my enemy
Created on 2008-03-12 15:37:08 (#15132962), last updated 2009-10-16
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| Name: | fiore_colore |
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Hi guys!
I just decided to start an LJ, in which I'll write about my daily life and my struggles with anorexia. I'm suffering from anorexia for 11 years now and a few years ago, I've had 24/7 treatment in an eating disorder clinic for about 9 months, but the fight isn't over yet. Sometimes I think it has just begun.
I am constantly switching between being pro-ana and trying to get better, so my journal isn't always that positive and motivating. It's reality.
Sometimes I'm considering SERIOUS recovery, but I'm way too chicken. Recovery means weight gain..
Finally I want to say that I write this journal only for myself. I am anorexic and mainly pro-ana and have been for many years, but I'm not in any way encouraging eating disorders and won't teach you how to become anorexic. So don't ask for tips and tricks.
WARNING: SOME PARTS OF MY JOURNAL MAY CONTAIN TRIGGERING PRO ANOREXIA MATERIAL. IF YOU ARE IN RECOVERY OR ALREADY RECOVERED, I'D STRONGLY ADVISE YOU TO LEAVE.
I WILL NOT TAKE ANY RESPONSIBILITY FOR ANYONE WHO DEVELOPS AN EATING DISORDER OR RELAPSES AFTER READING MY JOURNAL.
YOU HAVE BEEN FOREWARNED.
Thank you.
Much love, fiore_colore
I just decided to start an LJ, in which I'll write about my daily life and my struggles with anorexia. I'm suffering from anorexia for 11 years now and a few years ago, I've had 24/7 treatment in an eating disorder clinic for about 9 months, but the fight isn't over yet. Sometimes I think it has just begun.
I am constantly switching between being pro-ana and trying to get better, so my journal isn't always that positive and motivating. It's reality.
Sometimes I'm considering SERIOUS recovery, but I'm way too chicken. Recovery means weight gain..
Finally I want to say that I write this journal only for myself. I am anorexic and mainly pro-ana and have been for many years, but I'm not in any way encouraging eating disorders and won't teach you how to become anorexic. So don't ask for tips and tricks.
WARNING: SOME PARTS OF MY JOURNAL MAY CONTAIN TRIGGERING PRO ANOREXIA MATERIAL. IF YOU ARE IN RECOVERY OR ALREADY RECOVERED, I'D STRONGLY ADVISE YOU TO LEAVE.
I WILL NOT TAKE ANY RESPONSIBILITY FOR ANYONE WHO DEVELOPS AN EATING DISORDER OR RELAPSES AFTER READING MY JOURNAL.
YOU HAVE BEEN FOREWARNED.
Thank you.
Much love, fiore_colore
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