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Starving for perfection
My body, my enemy
Created on 2008-03-12 15:37:08 (#15132962), last updated 2009-06-24
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Basic Info| Name: | fiore_colore |
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BioHi guys!
I just decided to start an LJ, in which I'll write about my daily life and my struggles with anorexia. I'm suffering from anorexia for 7 years now and a while ago, I've had 24/7 treatment in an eating disorder clinic for about a year, but the fight isn't over yet. Sometimes I think it has just begun.
I am constantly switching between being pro-ana and trying to get better, so my journal isn't always that positive and motivating. It's reality. Sometimes I'm thinking about going into SERIOUS recovery, but in the end, ana always wins because I am just too afraid to recover.
Finally I want to say that I write this journal only for myself. I am anorexic and mainly pro-ana and have been for many years, but I'm not in any way encouraging eating disorders and no, I won't teach you how to become pro-ana. So please, don't ask me for tips and tricks.
If you are not already pro-ana or pro-mia, please try not to become one. It's not glamorous, it's hell.
WARNING: SOME PARTS OF MY JOURNAL MAY CONTAIN TRIGGERING PRO ANOREXIA MATERIAL. IF YOU ARE IN RECOVERY OR ALREADY RECOVERED, YOU SHOULD BETTER NOT READ IT. I WILL NOT TAKE ANY RESPONSIBILITY FOR ANYONE WHO DEVELOPS AN EATING DISORDER AFTER READING MY JOURNAL.
YOU HAVE BEEN FOREWARNED.
Thank you.
Much love, fiore_colore
I just decided to start an LJ, in which I'll write about my daily life and my struggles with anorexia. I'm suffering from anorexia for 7 years now and a while ago, I've had 24/7 treatment in an eating disorder clinic for about a year, but the fight isn't over yet. Sometimes I think it has just begun.
I am constantly switching between being pro-ana and trying to get better, so my journal isn't always that positive and motivating. It's reality. Sometimes I'm thinking about going into SERIOUS recovery, but in the end, ana always wins because I am just too afraid to recover.
Finally I want to say that I write this journal only for myself. I am anorexic and mainly pro-ana and have been for many years, but I'm not in any way encouraging eating disorders and no, I won't teach you how to become pro-ana. So please, don't ask me for tips and tricks.
If you are not already pro-ana or pro-mia, please try not to become one. It's not glamorous, it's hell.
WARNING: SOME PARTS OF MY JOURNAL MAY CONTAIN TRIGGERING PRO ANOREXIA MATERIAL. IF YOU ARE IN RECOVERY OR ALREADY RECOVERED, YOU SHOULD BETTER NOT READ IT. I WILL NOT TAKE ANY RESPONSIBILITY FOR ANYONE WHO DEVELOPS AN EATING DISORDER AFTER READING MY JOURNAL.
YOU HAVE BEEN FOREWARNED.
Thank you.
Much love, fiore_colore
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